fool-ed*

went to steamboat ystd (:
had so much fun lur !
thr's always laughter ; fun and craziness .
well , GOSSIPS . -.-
ZOMG. can u imagine hw much th guys gossip ?
hahahah !
sorry nana and weiling .
i dint manage to meet ur afterall .
thy asked me out first. sorry ):

went to watch secret !
NICE. practically luff through out th whole show .
sorry lur ! i dun wan to cry ma . thn almst cry le ; elaine make me luff .
paiseh wor ! HYTAN HEREBY, APOLOGIZE TO UR ! ):

went to yfc today .
ntg much ; just tat i suddenly realised tht im to naive .
so much tht i just trust anybody ; even those i shudnt have .
hais , come to think of it , wadeva thy say , totally breaks my heart .
no words can describe my feelings now .
overwhelmed by emotions ; totally confuse .

wad for u wan to act until lidat ?
i mean wad's th point of denying ?
if u like him say la ! i can give ur my blessings de .
i knw he likes u too . i understand it all . its all obvious as wad thy say.
wad for keep pushing him to me ; whn u wan him as much ?
i dint knw u are like this . maybe u dint do all this on purpose ba .
i dunno . but there's no point in pushing him to me . u geddit ?
HE DUN FREAKY HELL HAS ANY FEELINGS FOR ME.
even th blind can sense wad u are going to do lur.
my blessings aint tht hard to earn ya ? to think tht i treat u as my gd fren ; one tht i treasure so much .
maybe im wrong ba . hw i wish im wrong.
thn all this wont happen le right ?
please , dun let history repeat itself le .
dont force me to harden my heart and say "we're over"